I never thought I would ever be writing a comment like my title and when I try to put myself back in my perception 3 years ago I would of thought this title is gay and weird. So if you think that too, I understand brother.
I was ask to speak at an AA Meeting tonight. There was about 100 people there, mostly young people and yes I was scared shitless. The secretary of the meeting, a good friend of mine, ask me to speak the week before, so this whole week at least once a day, I had an anxiety gut feeling whenever I thought about it. When it was time for the meeting to start I was shitting in my pants. So what did I do? I talked to as many peops as I could and prayed that my talk would give someone hope, or help somebody out and to take away this feeling. At the moment, nothing happened I still felt nervous, but after a minute of speaking I never spoke as well as I did that night and I was loving it. I could see how powerful I could be as a speaker (in a good way). It was an awesome moment.
My head wants to add other comments about me sucking at speaking, but I am letting it go.
Much Love,
Mike Walzman
